Hey Luciane,
It’s me again 🙂
So you’re looking for a list of events created by you, the admin, that’s not an open, publicly viewable list? If I’m not mistaken, I believe the default list while you’re logged in as the admin found at http://yourdomain.com/events/community/list. This URL could be different if you’ve modified the event slugs using the options within our plugins. If so, just update those slugs to your selected slugs and that should work to show only events added by you.
Let me know if this helps.
Thanks!